Is it October already? I can't believe in a few short weeks we will be Trick or Treating. The boys are so excited this year to go. Connor is going to be a scary skeleton/grim reaper. Jaxson is going to be the red angry bird. I am making his costume and it has been so much fun. I can't wait to see how cute he is going to look on Halloween. I got a red shirt and glued and sewed feathers all over the front of it. Carter is going to be a little monster. He has perfected his monster growl. Whenever he sees anything scary or a monster he growls. Dallas the dog is going to be a bumble bee. I'm sure he will be thrilled with his costume.( Jaxson picked it out)

My favorite album right now is still Adele and I love driving around with my boys because they all sing along with the CD. Connor and Jaxson are growing up so fast. I miss having them as little babies but enjoy them as little boys too.

Carter is getting older now and becoming more independent and I miss having a baby. I think I must be crazy. I don't think I will ever not want to have little babies. I should have married someone who wanted 10 kids because I just can't stop missing that baby phase. I love the smell of newborns. The top of my babies heads smell like heaven to me. I love kissing little baby lips. And NOTHING in life is better than having a new baby wrapped all up and laying against your chest with their sweet milk breath blowing on your cheek. I love the age Carter is right now too. I love that he can walk and play and be independent and I love hearing him say, "mommy, mommy, mommy" and the way he holds out his arms for me to pick him up and hold him. Little arms wrapped around your neck feels divine. I would give my children anything. I would give them my happiness, life, or body if they needed it. And I still don't feel like it would be as much as they have given to me. For eight years they have been my happiness in life and in times where I didn't feel like going on anymore, they were my reason.