We made it to 5 weeks. Carter is growing bigger and bigger everyday. He is starting to feel like a 10 lb bag of rice when you pick him up because he is so squishy. We had a really bad day yesterday.....he seems to have one about once a week. He just cries and fusses all day. I would cry too if I had to live in that little body that doesn't work the way he wants it to yet.
I have been feeling guilty lately for neglecting the other two kids. Connor is easy to please, I buy him pokemon cards every week at the grocery store and he is satisfied. Jaxson, he is a little harder. Today I loaded Carter and Jaxson in the car and we headed to McDonalds. Not just for food but I gave Jaxson an hour of play time on the playset. He was in heaven. I felt he deserved it because I dragged him to my work before and he was so patient waiting for me to talk with the bosses. He was so kind and loving to all the seniors and even gave my favorite little lady Ruth a kiss on the cheek. He was so excited and cute making everyone look at his new little brother. I can't wait to tell Carter one day how excited his older brother Jaxson was to show him off.
Memorial Weekend will be filled with appointments, moves, and hopefully some relaxing. I am going back to the specialist tomorrow about my skin. I hope this one will have some answers for me and I am going to insist on a biopsy on at least one of the spots. I have found two more areas with a total now of 6. Scary since the first doctor I went to was concerned because I had two.
I have been feeling guilty lately for neglecting the other two kids. Connor is easy to please, I buy him pokemon cards every week at the grocery store and he is satisfied. Jaxson, he is a little harder. Today I loaded Carter and Jaxson in the car and we headed to McDonalds. Not just for food but I gave Jaxson an hour of play time on the playset. He was in heaven. I felt he deserved it because I dragged him to my work before and he was so patient waiting for me to talk with the bosses. He was so kind and loving to all the seniors and even gave my favorite little lady Ruth a kiss on the cheek. He was so excited and cute making everyone look at his new little brother. I can't wait to tell Carter one day how excited his older brother Jaxson was to show him off.
Memorial Weekend will be filled with appointments, moves, and hopefully some relaxing. I am going back to the specialist tomorrow about my skin. I hope this one will have some answers for me and I am going to insist on a biopsy on at least one of the spots. I have found two more areas with a total now of 6. Scary since the first doctor I went to was concerned because I had two.
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