The experience of life is like a roller coaster of ups and downs. It is so exhilarating and exciting to feel the anticipation of that increasing up, up, up and the excitement of not knowing what lies ahead. Then you have the opposite. The feeling of utter loss of control as you coast down, down, down. But these are the experiences that make life. We have the moments of pure joy like marriage dates, the cry of a new child entering into life, and moments of pure laughter and contentment. How we all wish we could stay in those moments forever. But, it's life. And the times of exhilaration come with the times of disappointment and loss. The moments where we feel suspended in time wondering how to make the next move and I personally enter into robot mode. I move around like I should but it feels mechanical and just functional. And you cry and feel like that you cried enough to get it all out and then you discover there's more inside and you cry again. And you know that time is the healer of all things yet.......Time moves so slowly. So you wait.