I miss these days. I remember it being hard to have a three year old and a newborn but now that I look back, they were the best memories of my life. I love my kids and I am really struggling through school this semester because I want to be home with them. Connor always had a silly smile back then and Jaxson looked like a little owl with his big brown eyes always open wide. I have decided that I really want another baby and would gladly have another if I could convince my partner.......he is not so much the baby lover that I am. I remember a time when I wasn't sure if I would ever have children, and I wanted them but NEVER realized that they would affect my life the way that they have. I love every day that I get to see their smiles from successes and hug them better when they are crying from failures. I especially love that I get them for at least 14 more years!!!!