Jon Gosslin

Why would anyone like Jon Gosslin? He is fat, has hair plugs, 8 kids, and has no personality what so ever!!! I'm sorry. I am tired of looking at magazine covers and turning on the TV and seeing his face. I will tell you why all those women are giving him attention......The media attention. I think the world should unite and ban him! The man is nothing special. He is just like any other man in the U.S. BUT, he was on a TV show and he has 8 kids. I just wish someone would be honest and say why a 22 year old would even consider going out with him. I think he is a pig!

I decided today that my new job was not a good job. Today was my THIRD day of work and the THIRD day of me sitting around waiting for someone to show up. It was horrible. I never imagined a job starting this way. I hope I get something else....

I got a job offer. I accepted but I am still secretly hoping that I get something else. It was not the job I wanted but with the way the market is right now, I will take it. Plus, it is a Monday through Friday job with no weekends or holidays. Can't beat that for a nursing job. And while I thought I would feel relief at finding employment, I find that I feel sadness. I will miss being home during the day waiting for the boys to get home from school. My OCD is worried about getting all the normal cleaning finished with the demands of a full time job. (the eye is twitching as I write that with visions of laundry stacking up and sticky floors)

I thought I would be happy being in this time of my life but I still yearn to go back to those days of new babies---long nights, diaper changes, walks around the block pushing a stroller, and sleeping with a newborn in my arms. And I am stuck in limbo wondering......should I start all over again? Because we all remember those wonderful moments of having a new baby but quickly forget the "other" moments. I do remember the tears (mine, not the baby).