Have you ever missed someone/something so much that even closing your eyes at night gives no respite from the longing? I am so homesick right now that even in my dreams I imagine Utah and the sights and smells. I am trying to decide if it is Utah that I really miss or my subconscious just telling me that I need a vacation.

I got my graduation dress last night. Love it. It gives me something to look forward to. Picture to follow soon.

April Fools Day........I am debating something right now. Should I work tonight or not? I wonder if they would think it was a good joke to call and say, "Sure, put me on the schedule tonight" Then call at 11 PM when I decide that I really don't want to work and say "April Fools" -----Probably not.

So I love the song on my play list from Muse. Supermassive Black Hole. Perfect running song. Nothing like the pounding of your feet on the pavement, the wind in your hair and that song blasting in your ears. Plus, it reminds me of Edward Cullen.

In response to my comment from Charity about nurses and OCD........I agree 100% with you Charity. I think a lot of nurses are OCD. I think they tend to be over organized and that is why they can do the job so well. Nursing is so fast paced and requires good organizational skills and cleaning. (you don't want a dirty patient, they smell better when they are clean) You must be organized to give medications on a timely manner and do avoid confusion which could result in medication errors or forgetting to do important treatments. At least this is what I tell myself over and over again when I am at the hospital and my "Monk" characteristics kick in. Some people find this terribly annoying.....I find it to be eternal bliss. I mean, I imagine heaven to be organized and orderly. Right?